Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Inspirational Thoughts

It's been a few weeks since my last posts. And before that about a year. I have been doing some thinking, soul searching if you will. I have been thinking about what inspires me in life. What inspires me to wake in the morning sun? What inspires me to go out and play with my son? What inspires me to write? For all aspects of my life there is some kind of inspiration. Now that does not mean I know what it is. I have been depressed for a while now, and at certain times thought the world would just be better off without me. But now in hindsight I am thinking about the things that inspired me to keep on truckin. I think about what or who made me smile when I felt like crying. I think about those who have carried me along in the darkest parts of my life. I certainly have plenty of people to hold my hand and lift me up, that I don't have to worry. If only it were that easy I say. But it is...exactly that. Easy. Look past the worry to the smiling face on the other side. Reach out for that hand to pull you along when you can't keep up. Grab ahold of your inspiration and hold on tight. Life is a whirlwind of emotion, love, peace, strength, and perserverance. Fight through the tough times and enjoy the happiness that everone seeks and everyone deserves.

2 comments:

Amber said...

that is very well said Joni you are important and very much so needed and dont you ever forget that ! You know im always here for you when ever you need to talk hun ! keep your chin up and always remeber when things seem hopless pray ! and thank god for all the blessings you do have

Joni said...

I am so glad to have you in my life. Truely I only have a few people in my life, that I trust and feel comfortable talking to, and you are one at the top of my list. Thanks so much for everything that you have done for me.
Love you lots.
JONI