Long Time, No Post

Hey everyone! It has been a long time since my last post. Things are looking up. I haven't had that silly dream in a while and my sugars are getting in better controll with my insulin pump. I am trying to live one day at a time. I have my times when I want to just throw the pump out the window, and see how long I can make it. But then I take a look around and see what I have to live for, and keep it on. It really is a matter of life and death with me. I am sure with time I will get use to it and it will become a part of me.